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| Thursday, October 29th, 2009 | | 12:38 pm |
O Eternal God! O Eternal Trinity! Through the union of Thy divine nature Thou hast made so precious the Blood of Thine only-begotten Son! O eternal Trinity, Thou art as deep a mystery as the sea, in whom the more I seek, the more I find; and the more I find, the more I seek. For even immersed in the depths of Thee, my soul is never satisfied, always famished and hungering for Thee, eternal Trinity, wishing and desiring to see Thee, the True Light. O eternal Trinity, with the light of understanding I have tasted and seen the depths of Thy mystery and the beauty of Thy creation. In seeing myself in Thee, I have seen that I will become like Thee. O eternal Father, from Thy power and Thy wisdom clearly Thou hast given to me a share of that wisdom which belongs to Thine Only-begotten Son. And truly hast the Holy Spirit, who procedeth from Thee, Father and Son, given to me the desire to love Thee. O eternal Trinity, Thou art my maker and I am Thy creation. Illuminated by Thee, I have learned that Thou hast made me a new creation through the Blood of Thine Only-begotten Son because Thou art captivated by love at the beauty of Thy creation. O eternal Trinity, O Divinity, O unfathomable abyss, O deepest sea, what greater gift could Thou givest me then Thy very Self? Thou art a fire that burns eternally yet never consumed, a fire that consumes with Thy heat my self-love. Again and again Thou art the fire who taketh away all cold heartedness and illuminateth the mind by Thy light, the light with which Thou hast made me to know Thy truth. By this mirrored light I know Thou are the highest good, a good above all good, a fortunate good, an incomprehensible good, an unmeasurable good, a beauty above all beauty, a wisdom above all wisdom, for Thou art wisdom itself, the the food of angels, the fire of love that Thou givest to man. Thou art the garment covering our nakedness. Thou feedest our family with Thy sweetness, a sweetness Thou art from which there is no trace of bitterness. O Eternal Trinity! Amen. | | Saturday, October 17th, 2009 | | 12:02 am |
| | Saturday, October 3rd, 2009 | | 12:01 am |
| | Friday, October 2nd, 2009 | | 12:02 am |
| | Friday, September 18th, 2009 | | 12:01 am |
| | Thursday, August 27th, 2009 | | 12:04 am |
| | Wednesday, August 26th, 2009 | | 12:03 am |
| | Sunday, July 12th, 2009 | | 3:38 pm |
I should update this thing more often. | | Thursday, May 14th, 2009 | | 8:03 pm |
post-op
I just wanted everyone to know that I am ok, and the surgery went well. I feel well enough to go back to work tomorrow, I am just trying to figure out whether I am going to do it or not. | | Friday, May 8th, 2009 | | 6:39 pm |
I promised a certain gentleman an update
The apartment looks like a pig sty. Hopefully that will change soon. And hopefully more people are going to decide that they want otb soon. I am not making enough to support myself here right now.Let me amend that: based upon last week, and my proposed budget, I am not currently making enough by about $200 a month. Next obstacle. School... I now have 90 days from the start of the next full semester to finish. I believe that means 90 days from the beginning of the Fall semester, but I am still going to finish it asap. I just don't have to freak out about it. Also, I am having 4 teeth surgically removed next Wednesday around 9 am. I have my two wisdom teeth and two molars that are damaged beyond repair to remove. My fridge is stocked with Jello, chocolate pudding, apple sauce, and mashed potatoes. I also have multiple cans of soup and other soft goodies lined up for post surgery consumption. I am also taking volunteers to stay with me after surgery. Don't know what else to say, so I will end with this period. | | Friday, March 6th, 2009 | | 12:33 am |
birthday
My birthday is coming up soon, and I just want to vent. I am being a spoiled brat right now because I know I am not going to get things I want for my birthday, just things I need.I really shouldn't complain online, but I feel like putting it up anyways, just to get it out. My birthday wish list:
ITunes giftcards- there is so many things I want to download, but I don't have the money to spend on them.
DVDs:
Lucky Number Sleven
(I actually can't think of any others right now)
Games:
Boggle, Clue, the rules to Farqual (sp?)
Furniture:
Barstools- my kitchen has one of those minibar/serving shelf things.I wan a couple of stools fot it
A light table/work station, one like my father has would be nice.
Clothes:
I need someone to teach me style and to help me clothes shop on a budget, or to be on What Not To Wear.
Friends:
I want all of my friends down/up here. I miss them too much.
There are also some books I want, so B&N giftcards would be nice too.
However, I don't need those, so I'll be getting walmart gift cards and cash. and I have to save it por use it to pay for school and shtuffs. Not that those things are bad, it's just not what I want. I know, life isn't fair, and I need to get over it, but isn't that what a journal is supposed to be for? to share your thoughts and feelings? another thing, I am turning 20. 20! I feel so freakin old and yet I feel so young and inexperienced and unlearned. | | Thursday, March 5th, 2009 | | 10:05 pm |
Is it scary living on your own?
Today I signed my name into a new life. I leased an apartment in Dallas by 75 and Park. literally right down the street from the Park Lane DART station. Now I just have to move in. :-\ I have to find a way to get furniture from DeSoto to my new apartment. anyone have a truck and spare time? Oh, I will probably be without internet, unless I go steal from Ant or Katie, or go to mockingbird station to the place with free wifi. The good part of that is without internet, my only entertainment will be scoolwork that I so desperately need to catch up on, now that I have my books. That is, until I can afford AT&T. Speaking of that I need to go check out how much that will be. and that's about all I know... oh, if you want the new address, message me. | | Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009 | | 8:19 am |
update on life
I really don't want to write right now, but I guess I should let people know what is going on.
My room mates are flakes. They owe me $560 and have stolen things from me (which I have recovered). I really feel that Capitol punishment is necessary for them, but I don't think that that would ever fly in a court of law. I have given them an ultimatum. They either have to give me $350 by the end of next week or I go to the court. but then again, I don't think there is much I can do if they don't come back from Chicago. They really have no brains. They told another guy they owed money to that his money was under their mattress. Apparently they didn't think that even though he has a key that he would come over and look under the mattress. Or maybe they thought that I wouldn't help him look for his money and discover my stuff under their mattress. I don;t know. They are obviously lacking in mental capacities. They are also planning to move at the end of the month, breaking their lease. Speaking of a lease, they lied to me when they told me I was covered on the lease. I am living here illegally, according to the landlord.
All this being said, I am looking for an apartment. As I am negative in the bank account, its not very good. the parents have promised aid in getting a place, so I may be in luck. I just have to find one.
Staci says that I am on the wrong medication. We go to the doctor on thursday to fix that.
My broken ankle is healing on track, but because of it I have already missed almost a month of work. AS I am only approved for "light duty" they apparently don't want me in the restaurant. I am looking for a new job. Hopefully today will be spent looking at apartments, if my ridewill ever respond.
oy, life sucks | | Monday, December 15th, 2008 | | 6:38 pm |
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| | | Sunday, November 30th, 2008 | | 2:19 pm |
fencon next year
Just in case some people haven't noticed yet, Lois McMaster Bujold is the guest of honor next year at FenCon. I guess that means I will have to get The Vorkosigan Saga Sourcebook and Roleplaying Game (powered by GURPS) for next years convention. (Although, that does assume I'll be in Dallas next year) | | Friday, November 14th, 2008 | | 3:53 pm |
QOTD
"-And you cannot deny that he has a magnificient death ray" "... That's... That's hardly a basis for a stable relationship!" Girl Genius comic 8/29/08 | | Saturday, November 1st, 2008 | | 12:17 am |
"What, do I have to roll a natural 20 to turn my undead journal?" -me | | Friday, October 31st, 2008 | | 1:12 am |
stolen from selenite
Your result for The A-Muse-ing Test... Your muse is Melpomene!60% Melpomene, 0% Calliope, 0% Thalia, 0% Urania, 0% Clio, 10% Erato, 20% Euterpe, 10% Polyhymnia and 0% Terpsichore! 
Melpomene is the muse of tradgedy. She is also known for her singing and as the "chanting one." She is a guide for the lost or those seeking a way to something, but they just can't quite figure out what or where. She can beautifully wear a tear or a smile, for she understands life to its fullest extent. Call upon Melpomene when you are searching and need to heal yourself. Sit somewhere quiet where you can be alone with your thoughts. Light a candle and gather some paper or your journal. Sit comfortably and allow yourself to fully feel the pain you have inside and ask Melpomene to help you bravely face it with honesty. Write what you are feeling and what you have experienced. Express your loss in yoru own way, with your own words. Now determine to be creative and use that energy in a new way. You are ready to create something beautiful out of your sadness and loss. Paint, sculpt, write, sing, or just explore a new place. Artistic creation will help you refind joy and reexperience life in a new way. Take The A-Muse-ing Test at HelloQuizzy | | Monday, September 29th, 2008 | | 1:26 pm |
of all the spam I have ever gotten, this one takes the cake
ANTI-TERRORIST AND MONETARY CRIMES DIVISION FBI HEADQUARTERS IN WASHINGTON, D.C. FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION J. EDGAR HOOVER BUILDING 935 PENNSYLVANIA AVENUE, NW WASHINGTON, D.C. 20535-0001 TEL/FAX 202 386 6756 ATTN: BENEFICIARY. This is to Officially inform you that it has come to our notice and we have thoroughly completed an Investigated with the help of our Intelligence Monitoring Network System that you are having an illegal transaction with Impostors claiming to be Prof. Charles C. Soludo of the Central Bank Of Nigeria, Mr. Patrick Aziza, none officials of Oceanic Bank, none officials of Zenith Bank and some impostors claiming to be the Federal Bureau Of Investigation agents and EFCC and ICPC. During our Investigation, it came to our notice that the reason why you have not received your payment is because you have not fulfilled your Financial Obligation given to you in respect of your Contract/Inheritance Payment. So therefore, we have contacted the Federal Ministry Of Finance on your behalf and they have brought a solution to your problem by coordinating your payment in the total amount of $800,000.00 USD which will be deposited into an ATM CARD which you will use to withdraw funds anywhe Since the Federal Bureau of Investigation has been involved in this transaction, you are now to be rest assured that this transaction is legitimate and completely risk-free as it is our duty to Protect and Serve citizens of the United States Of America. All you have to do is immediately contact the ATM CARD CENTER via E-mail for instructions on how to procure your Approval Slip which contains details on how to receive and activate your ATM CARD for immediate use to withdraw funds being paid to you. We have confirmed that the amount required to procure the Approval Slip will cost you a total of $300 USD which will be paid directly to the ATM CARD CENTER agent via Western Union Money Transfer / MoneyGram Money Transfer. Below, you shall find contact details of the Agent whom will process your transaction from Federal Minister of Finance: CONTACT INFORMATION FEDERAL MINISTER OF FINANCE. ATM CARD CENTRE NAME: MR. PAUL SMITH HOT LINE:+234-802-962-2955 EMAIL: federalministryoffinance-nig@hotmail.com Immediately contact Mr. Paul Smith of the ATM Card Centre with the following information: Full Name: Address: City: State: Zip Code: Direct Phone Number: Current Occupation: Once you have sent the required information to Mr. Paul Smith he will contact you with instructions on how to make the payment of $300 USD for the Approval Slip after which he will proceed towards delivery of the ATM CARD without any further delay. You have hereby been authorized/guaranteed by the Federal Bureau Of Investigation to commence towards completing this transaction, as there shall be NO delay once payment for the Approval Slip has been made to the authorized agent. Once you have completed payment of $300 to the agent in charge of this transaction, immediately contact us back for more investigation for conformation of your ATM card. The both offices are working 24hours to get this project complete. Federal Bureau Investigation Robert S. Mueller III Director, FBI
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Woohoo, the FBI is going to help me illegally (according to this very email) get money!!! | | Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008 | | 1:27 am |
10 days till FenCON, my support package should be here any day now!! |
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