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    Thursday, May 14th, 2009
    8:03 pm
    post-op
    I just wanted everyone to know that I am ok, and the surgery went well. I feel well enough to go back to work tomorrow, I am just trying to figure out whether I am going to do it or not.
    Friday, May 8th, 2009
    6:39 pm
    I promised a certain gentleman an update
    The apartment looks like a pig sty. Hopefully that will change soon. And hopefully more people are going to decide that they want otb soon. I am not making enough to support myself here right now.Let me amend that: based upon last week, and my proposed budget, I am not currently making enough by about $200 a month. Next obstacle. School... I now have 90 days from the start of the next full semester to finish. I believe that means 90 days from the beginning of the Fall semester, but I am still going to finish it asap. I just don't have to freak out about it. Also, I am having 4 teeth surgically removed next Wednesday around 9 am. I have my two wisdom teeth and two molars that are damaged beyond repair to remove. My fridge is stocked with Jello, chocolate pudding, apple sauce, and mashed potatoes. I also have multiple cans of soup and other soft goodies lined up for post surgery consumption. I am also taking volunteers to stay with me after surgery.  Don't know what else to say, so I will end with this period.
    Friday, March 6th, 2009
    12:33 am
    birthday

    My birthday is coming up soon, and I just want to vent. I am being a spoiled brat right now because I know I am not going to get things I want for my birthday, just things I need.I really shouldn't complain online, but I feel like putting it up anyways, just to get it out. My birthday wish list:
    ITunes giftcards- there is so many things I want to download, but I don't have the money to spend on them.
    DVDs:
    Lucky Number Sleven
    (I actually can't think of any others right now)
    Games:
    Boggle, Clue, the rules to Farqual (sp?)
    Furniture:
    Barstools- my kitchen has one of those minibar/serving shelf things.I wan a couple of stools fot it
    A light table/work station, one like my father has would be nice.
    Clothes:
    I need someone to teach me style and to help me clothes shop on a budget, or to be on What Not To Wear.
    Friends:
    I want all of my friends down/up here. I miss them too much.
    There are also some books I want, so B&N giftcards would be nice too.
    However, I don't need those, so I'll be getting walmart gift cards and cash. and I have to save it por use it to pay for school and shtuffs. Not that those things are bad, it's just not what I want. I know, life isn't fair, and I need to get over it, but isn't that what a journal is supposed to be for? to share your thoughts and feelings?

    another thing, I am turning 20. 20! I feel so freakin old and yet I feel so young and inexperienced and unlearned.


    Thursday, March 5th, 2009
    10:05 pm
    Is it scary living on your own?

    Today I signed my name into a new life. I leased an apartment in Dallas by 75 and Park. literally right down the street from the Park Lane DART station. Now I just have to move in. :-\ I have to find a way to get furniture from DeSoto to my new apartment. anyone have a truck and spare time? Oh, I will probably be without internet, unless I go steal from Ant or Katie, or go to mockingbird station to the place with free wifi. The good part of that is without internet, my only entertainment will be scoolwork that I so desperately need to catch up on, now that I have my books. That is, until I can afford AT&T. Speaking of that I need to go check out how much that will be.

    and that's about all I know...

    oh, if you want the new address, message me.


    Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009
    8:19 am
    update on life


    I really don't want to write right now, but I guess I should let people know what is going on.

    My room mates are flakes. They owe me $560 and have stolen things from me (which I have recovered). I really feel that Capitol punishment is necessary for them, but I don't think that that would ever fly in a court of law. I have given them an ultimatum. They either have to give me $350 by the end of next week or I go to the court. but then again, I don't think there is much I can do if they don't come back from Chicago. They really have no brains. They told another guy they owed money to that his money was under their mattress. Apparently they didn't think that even though he has a key that he would come over and look under the mattress. Or maybe they thought that I wouldn't help him look for his money and discover my stuff under their mattress. I don;t know. They are obviously lacking in mental capacities. They are also planning to move at the end of the month, breaking their lease. Speaking of a lease, they lied to me when they told me I was covered on the lease. I am living here illegally, according to the landlord.

    All this being said, I am looking for an apartment. As I am negative in the bank account, its not very good. the parents have promised aid in getting a place, so I may be in luck. I just have to find one.

    Staci says that I am on the wrong medication. We go to the doctor on thursday to fix that.

    My broken ankle is healing on track, but because of it I have already missed almost a month of work.  AS I am only approved for "light duty" they apparently don't want me in the restaurant. I am looking for a new job. Hopefully today will be spent looking at apartments, if my ridewill ever respond.

    oy, life sucks

    Monday, December 15th, 2008
    6:38 pm

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    "Suffering from the effects of those things which a..."


    Click here to read the rest of the results.


    Sunday, November 30th, 2008
    2:19 pm
    fencon next year

    Just in case some people haven't noticed yet, Lois McMaster Bujold is the guest of honor next year at FenCon. I guess that means I will have to get The Vorkosigan Saga Sourcebook and Roleplaying Game (powered by GURPS) for next years convention. (Although, that does assume I'll be in Dallas next year)
    Friday, November 14th, 2008
    3:53 pm
    QOTD
    "-And you cannot deny that he has a magnificient death ray"
    "... That's... That's hardly a basis for a stable relationship!"

    Girl Genius comic 8/29/08
    Saturday, November 1st, 2008
    12:17 am
    "What, do I have to roll a natural 20 to turn my undead journal?" -me
    Friday, October 31st, 2008
    1:12 am
    stolen from selenite

    Your result for The A-Muse-ing Test...

    Your muse is Melpomene!

    60% Melpomene, 0% Calliope, 0% Thalia, 0% Urania, 0% Clio, 10% Erato, 20% Euterpe, 10% Polyhymnia and 0% Terpsichore!

    Melpomene is the muse of tradgedy. She is also known for her singing and as the "chanting one." She is a guide for the lost or those seeking a way to something, but they just can't quite figure out what or where. She can beautifully wear a tear or a smile, for she understands life to its fullest extent.


    Call upon Melpomene when you are searching and need to heal yourself.


    Sit somewhere quiet where you can be alone with your thoughts. Light a candle and gather some paper or your journal. Sit comfortably and allow yourself to fully feel the pain you have inside and ask Melpomene to help you bravely face it with honesty. Write what you are feeling and what you have experienced. Express your loss in yoru own way, with your own words. Now determine to be creative and use that energy in a new way. You are ready to create something beautiful out of your sadness and loss. Paint, sculpt, write, sing, or just explore a new place. Artistic creation will help you refind joy and reexperience life in a new way.

    Take The A-Muse-ing Test at HelloQuizzy

    Monday, September 29th, 2008
    1:26 pm
    of all the spam I have ever gotten, this one takes the cake

     
    ANTI-TERRORIST AND MONETARY CRIMES DIVISION
    FBI HEADQUARTERS IN WASHINGTON, D.C.
    FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION
    J. EDGAR HOOVER BUILDING
    935 PENNSYLVANIA AVENUE, NW WASHINGTON, D.C. 20535-0001
    TEL/FAX 202 386 6756
    Website: www.fbi.gov
     
    ATTN: BENEFICIARY.
     
    This is to Officially inform you that it has come to our notice and we have thoroughly completed an Investigated with the help of our Intelligence Monitoring Network System that you are having an illegal transaction with Impostors claiming to be Prof. Charles C. Soludo of the Central Bank Of Nigeria, Mr. Patrick Aziza, none officials of Oceanic Bank, none officials of Zenith Bank and some impostors claiming to be the Federal Bureau Of Investigation agents and EFCC and ICPC. During our Investigation, it came to our notice that the reason why you have not received your payment is because you have not fulfilled your Financial Obligation given to you in respect of your Contract/Inheritance Payment.
     
    So therefore, we have contacted the Federal Ministry Of Finance on your behalf and they have brought a solution to your problem by coordinating your payment in the total amount of $800,000.00 USD which will be deposited into an ATM CARD which you will use to withdraw funds anywhe Since the Federal Bureau of Investigation has been involved in this transaction, you are now to be rest assured that this transaction is legitimate and completely risk-free as it is our duty to Protect and Serve citizens of the United States Of America.
     
    All you have to do is immediately contact the ATM CARD CENTER via E-mail for instructions on how to procure your Approval Slip which contains details on how to receive and activate your ATM CARD for immediate use to withdraw funds being paid to you. We have confirmed that the amount required to procure the Approval Slip will cost you a total of $300 USD which will be paid directly to the ATM CARD CENTER agent via Western Union Money Transfer / MoneyGram Money Transfer. Below, you shall find contact details of the Agent whom will process your transaction from Federal Minister of Finance:
     
    CONTACT INFORMATION FEDERAL MINISTER OF FINANCE.
    ATM CARD CENTRE
    NAME: MR. PAUL SMITH
    HOT LINE:+234-802-962-2955
    EMAIL:  federalministryoffinance-nig@hotmail.com
     
    Immediately contact Mr. Paul Smith of the ATM Card Centre with the following information:
     
    Full Name: Address:
    City:
    State:
    Zip Code:
    Direct Phone Number:
    Current Occupation:
     
    Once you have sent the required information to Mr. Paul Smith he will contact you with instructions on how to make the payment of $300 USD for the Approval Slip after which he will proceed towards delivery of the ATM CARD without any further delay.
     
    You have hereby been authorized/guaranteed by the Federal Bureau Of Investigation to commence towards completing this transaction, as there shall be NO delay once payment for the Approval Slip has been made to the authorized agent.
    Once you have completed payment of $300 to the agent in charge of this transaction, immediately contact us back for more investigation for conformation of your ATM card. The both offices are working 24hours to get this project complete.
     
    Federal Bureau Investigation
     
    Robert S. Mueller III
     
    Director, FBI

    -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

    Woohoo, the FBI is going to help me illegally (according to this very email) get money!!!
    Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008
    1:27 am
    10 days till FenCON, my support package should be here any day now!!
    Saturday, September 20th, 2008
    2:22 am

    I may be applying for SSI 
    I am going to have to go see a shink... my depression is worsening
    FenCon 13 days, and counting
    Saturday, September 13th, 2008
    11:50 pm
    Ryan may be single again???
    Well, Natasha won't answer calls or texts, so I am assuming it is over.

    Current Mood: confused
    Friday, August 22nd, 2008
    12:43 am
    I am probably going to draw some fire for this, but...

    http://www.nwfdailynews.com/news/davis_10423___article.html/gay_students.html

    I just wish people weren't so... so... I can't even think of the right term! It's just stupid! It is the kind of action that turns people off from Christianity...

    Tuesday, August 5th, 2008
    4:59 am

    Come, ye sinners, poor and needy,
    Weak and wounded, sick and sore;
    Jesus ready stands to save you,
    Full of pity, love and power.

    I will arise and go to Jesus,
    He will embrace me in His arms;
    In the arms of my dear Savior,
    O there are ten thousand charms.

    Come, ye thirsty, come, and welcome,
    God’s free bounty glorify;
    True belief and true repentance,
    Every grace that brings you nigh.

    I will arise and go to Jesus,
    He will embrace me in His arms;
    In the arms of my dear Savior,
    O there are ten thousand charms.

    Come, ye weary, heavy laden,
    Lost and ruined by the fall;
    If you tarry till you’re better,
    You will never come at all.

    I will arise and go to Jesus,
    He will embrace me in His arms;
    In the arms of my dear Savior,
    O there are ten thousand charms.

    View Him prostrate in the garden;
    On the ground your Maker lies.
    On the bloody tree behold Him;
    Sinner, will this not suffice?

    I will arise and go to Jesus,
    He will embrace me in His arms;
    In the arms of my dear Savior,
    O there are ten thousand charms.

    Lo! th’incarnate God ascended,
    Pleads the merit of His blood:
    Venture on Him, venture wholly,
    Let no other trust intrude.

    I will arise and go to Jesus,
    He will embrace me in His arms;
    In the arms of my dear Savior,
    O there are ten thousand charms.

    Let not conscience make you linger,
    Not of fitness fondly dream;
    All the fitness He requireth
    Is to feel your need of Him.

    I will arise and go to Jesus,
    He will embrace me in His arms;
    In the arms of my dear Savior,
    O there are ten thousand charms.

    PS 71:19-21
    19Your righteousness reaches to the skies, O God,
    you who have done great things.
    Who, O God, is like you?

     

    20Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter,
    you will restore my life again;
    from the depths of the earth
    you will again bring me up.

    21You will increase my honor
    and comfort me once again.

     

     

    This song entered my head after I finished reading a book (House, by Peretti and Dekker), and I found a piece of paper in a notebook I own with this scripture reference on it.

    Friday, August 1st, 2008
    10:30 pm
    OUCH!!
    I an a clutz! I slippedon the ladderto my bed today and cut my little toe open... 9 stitches! anywhos, I will be out of work for 10 days, so, yeah, it sucks.
    3:33 am
    What is wrong with this statement?
     

    A woman who answered the phone at Charles Ivins' home in Etowah, N.C., refused to wake him and declined to comment on his death. "This is a grieving time," she said.

     

    quote from yahoo news story:

    http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080801/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/anthrax_scientist

    Wednesday, July 9th, 2008
    3:18 pm
    mm... Im still sore. I played soccer(ish) Monday night. We played on a tennis court with the net up. My legs are so sore right now especially my right leg (my kicking leg). Walking to the Sprint store was painful, but I need to get in shape again. Im not getting fat, but I would like to be able to play all night without being really sore the next week.

    I need to find a church... again. preferably a really close one wih conservative theology that meets saturday mornings... I know, I am asking a lot. Any suggestions as to a demonination?

    I also need to find a cheap reliable car. preferably onewith a warranty, but right now I'll take what I can get, so long as I don't get @$$ raped by the interest.

    I must be off to get ready for work now. I really don't want to go in though.
    6:17 am
    After not sleeping all night...
    I am still not tired... which is not good.
    I will probably crash tonight at work, which reminds me, I need to do laundry. I was supposed to do it yesterday, but I slept most of the day.
    Scrabulous is an addicting game.
    There is absolutely no point to this entry. Sorry for wasting your time.
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